In this book, I share through the following stories, my own struggles and losses. I reached my limits again and again in an effort to make my intention a reality, for a career, a business, a proper relationship - a dignified and beautiful life. All of my experiences ultimately contributed to where I am today. To tell my story and thank God for having the "privilege" of despair and a life of walking on a tightrope without a safety net. Because only then do you not let your strength escape from your eyes. When you have nowhere to hold on.